Some months ago, I made a most stupid mistake by sleeping with my husband’s friend.
Things have got more complicated since then. Things too long to state here, and now I have found out I’m five months pregnant.
I was very shocked – I have a skinny physique and I’m not showing at all. I went to the doctor and they said it was too late for a termination.
Although I have been having regular sex with my husband, I am not sure he is the father. I feel that his friend may have been responsible for it.
I love my husband so much – he is my best friend as well as my lover.
I made one mistake in the 10 years we’ve been together – I’m just not that kind of girl.
It’s almost like it wasn’t me doing it and I feel so guilty.
My husband and I have been trying for two years for a baby and if this baby isn’t his, it will destroy him.
His friend has no idea I’m pregnant and that it could be his.
I can’t stand him – every time I bump into him he gives me that look of, ‘Yep, I’ve had you!’
I don’t want him to be the father – he would be a terrible dad. He already has kids he never sees.
I want to come clean but if I do my husband, my family and friends will turn against me.
Please give me some advice.
